yes raya is past now. and everybody is feeling like ‘ish.. sik puas eh raya tahun tok. cam sekda feel jak. cuti skejap ada jak.’ me too even though i had 2 weeks of holidays. but everybody is going back. its just me left and during the 2 weeks time, i dont have much time to visit them.
i remembered during childhood times. raya is the most waited holidays of all. the time where everybody meets at our grandmother house in kuching and we had a long sleepover. schools, gossips, musics, friends, cars. every single thing we love to share. the best thing is when it is about to raya. raya falls during the year-end holidays. so we had so much time enjoying ourselves at the kampung or at the other family members house instead of at school or universities. i really really really miss those times.
and now i’m here again. yes it’s for my own future being far away from my families and friends that i’d ever met. but it’s totally not enjoyable. i’d nothing okay? no money, no entertainments, not much of ”sama palak” friends and KL is very far away. the scholarship? have to wait until everyone’s file settled. tsk tsk.
i just miss my home where i’m originate from. i miss riding my scooter around the town, i miss hanging around with friends, i miss playing futsal with my team, i miss watching cool rides in town, i miss the really good foods, i miss the light traffic jams and i miss my own family, my wife and my boy. yes i miss them, a lot.